Today I was not happy. To an extent I still am not. I hate Monday's. Getting back into the swing of things without RJ by my side is hard. That sounds really pathetic and maybe I am but I love having him with me all weekend. I love Fridays because they mean that we are all together for the next two days and I have RJ with me all day. No texting or calling, I can just walk to where he is and hug him or talk with him. So I hate that first few minutes of the morning when I realize he is at work. Also you have all the weekend to clean up after. Dishes, laundry, toys on the floor- they all multiply when you are not looking. Add to that some other responsibilities like neighbors or church callings or school and Monday's are just a hard adjustment. Today I was not in the best of moods charity wise and I realized I didn't want to be in that bad mood. I wanted to be more energetic about serving. I prayed and voiced my want and concern with the Lord and He was very kind and, even in my ornery state, He granted me some charity I was severely lacking. Was I as exuberant and excited about today as I could have been? No. That was a miracle not granted today BUT He did lighten my load a bit and make it less exhausting. He gave me the strength to carry on and not go crazy and even end the day with a smile. I am always grateful for answered prayers.
God Loves You!
Heather
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